The universal answer to everything...

I could be crazy ya know...That's the answer. So many things that people do don't add up to me and when I simply calculate my findings and express them repectfully, people seem to think I'm being unreasonable...hum?

How about those good ol' laws of attraction? They tend to work backwards for me for some odd reason. The more I give a shit about someone or something the less they notice me and the less they tend to give a shit.
Then when it's all so evident (at least to me) that I could give a rat's ass about something or someone...everyone is all in my face...and I really can't figure it out.

Again the answer is that I could be crazy, ya know!

So I guess I have another question to the universe...
What do you do when you are witnessing a group of people living your every fantasy and everything you felt like was your purpose in life from the start...and you aren't a part of it?

Do you bludgen your pride into the ground with a fisher price shovel and pail and try to nudge your way in claiming that you belong where they are?

OR

Do you try to create it on your own with no support and no resources, in a waste land of followers that will never understand it even if it inflates before them, like a blow up jump toy at a carnival?

But I could be crazy ya know!!! that is the universal answer to everything...